memories.
went to re-visit PLMC today.
i'd forgotten what it was like; why i loved it so much that once upon a time. seeing everyone made me a bit maudlin. i kept thinking, "what would have happened if...?", which is the stupidest and most fruitless mind game one can ever play with oneself. but of course, more than all that sentiment and vague sense of regret was this amazing.. joy.
i'd forgotten how much i missed them. it's like what happened with ju. haha. the funky-five! gad, it's been so long. seeing lukie [who i had seen the day before, so that really doesn't count], rugrat [who i see every week, so that really doesn't count], qing and pam was absolutely amazing. it's just.. having all the five of us back together again. we have to have some outrageous outing like we used to before i go.
and then there were the other people; people i'd almost forgot to miss. people like terence, the absolute cutest boy on this living, breathing planet, rachel [who looks EXACTLY THE SAME, how uncanny.], joshua [who looks pretty much the same aside from the fact he was wearing a nice jacket], PAULIE, who looks the same, zhengxian, who didn't actually talk to me [i'd returned his money already!!!], shan.. dang, i just realised there's nothing much to report about because they all look the same. but gad, seeing them again was like realising how much i'd missed their company over the years. missed playing bridge and having worship practice, playing captain's ball and hanging out in the small rooms NOT studying.
it almost feels like i've forgotten how to have fun.
anyway. i've missed them. gist of the post. i'm tired.
ciao.
i'd forgotten what it was like; why i loved it so much that once upon a time. seeing everyone made me a bit maudlin. i kept thinking, "what would have happened if...?", which is the stupidest and most fruitless mind game one can ever play with oneself. but of course, more than all that sentiment and vague sense of regret was this amazing.. joy.
i'd forgotten how much i missed them. it's like what happened with ju. haha. the funky-five! gad, it's been so long. seeing lukie [who i had seen the day before, so that really doesn't count], rugrat [who i see every week, so that really doesn't count], qing and pam was absolutely amazing. it's just.. having all the five of us back together again. we have to have some outrageous outing like we used to before i go.
and then there were the other people; people i'd almost forgot to miss. people like terence, the absolute cutest boy on this living, breathing planet, rachel [who looks EXACTLY THE SAME, how uncanny.], joshua [who looks pretty much the same aside from the fact he was wearing a nice jacket], PAULIE, who looks the same, zhengxian, who didn't actually talk to me [i'd returned his money already!!!], shan.. dang, i just realised there's nothing much to report about because they all look the same. but gad, seeing them again was like realising how much i'd missed their company over the years. missed playing bridge and having worship practice, playing captain's ball and hanging out in the small rooms NOT studying.
it almost feels like i've forgotten how to have fun.
anyway. i've missed them. gist of the post. i'm tired.
ciao.
posted by jo at 01:33
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