life, love, and jay chou.
it's sad how life seems to degenerate over the weekend. there's no more school, no more rush [except for that one bloody essay that you seem to take forever to finish], there's nothing really much to do except bum around, wonder what you'd do for the day and go shopping.
oh btw, speaking of shopping, I HAVE MY BOOTS! they're brilliant, i tell you, absolutely brilliant. they come all the way to below the knees, they're brown, suede, and have heels about two inches high. amazing, amazing shoes.
okay, bimbo moment over.
so for the past few days, i've been valiantly trying to finish my expiring food, and as a result, have been eating nonstop. and not to mention the fact that the cold REALLY makes people feel like snacking. another thing that the cold makes a person is lonely. and it's not really a loneliness bred of being alone, because i'm surrounded by very nice, extremely friendly people who really try to include you in every way possible. it's more of a loneliness that's very intrinsic.. like a feeling of bereavement, a LACK.
i'm not extremely articulate for an english student, am i? :(
there are times when i really miss ernest, and most of the time it's during the nights where i'm sitting at my computer and listening to jay chou and wondering what time i'm going to sleep.
**SPOILER: cheesiness alert. please avoid reading if easily nauseated.**
i miss the way he used to sing me to sleep over the phone at night, and the way he used to make stupid comments just to annoy me. [although he still does that.] i miss the hugs and the way we held hands under the dinner table. i miss the way he used to insult me and then apologise fervently everytime i threw a fit about it. there are so many things that i miss about nest that i can't put into words, and it's difficult when he's so far away.
but i just want to tell him that i think about him all the time. :) and that no matter how worried he may be, no one will ever replace him.
OKAY. enough. i'm so corny.
yay! i finally located geof! come visit me, you pig!
ciao.
oh btw, speaking of shopping, I HAVE MY BOOTS! they're brilliant, i tell you, absolutely brilliant. they come all the way to below the knees, they're brown, suede, and have heels about two inches high. amazing, amazing shoes.
okay, bimbo moment over.
so for the past few days, i've been valiantly trying to finish my expiring food, and as a result, have been eating nonstop. and not to mention the fact that the cold REALLY makes people feel like snacking. another thing that the cold makes a person is lonely. and it's not really a loneliness bred of being alone, because i'm surrounded by very nice, extremely friendly people who really try to include you in every way possible. it's more of a loneliness that's very intrinsic.. like a feeling of bereavement, a LACK.
i'm not extremely articulate for an english student, am i? :(
there are times when i really miss ernest, and most of the time it's during the nights where i'm sitting at my computer and listening to jay chou and wondering what time i'm going to sleep.
**SPOILER: cheesiness alert. please avoid reading if easily nauseated.**
i miss the way he used to sing me to sleep over the phone at night, and the way he used to make stupid comments just to annoy me. [although he still does that.] i miss the hugs and the way we held hands under the dinner table. i miss the way he used to insult me and then apologise fervently everytime i threw a fit about it. there are so many things that i miss about nest that i can't put into words, and it's difficult when he's so far away.
but i just want to tell him that i think about him all the time. :) and that no matter how worried he may be, no one will ever replace him.
OKAY. enough. i'm so corny.
yay! i finally located geof! come visit me, you pig!
ciao.
posted by jo at 06:29
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